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Kamu dan dia?

2011-03-23T18:50:00.001-07:00

Aku lihat kamu sahabatku, tetapi aku lihat dia temanku.

Aku lihat kamu temanku, tetapi aku lihat dia kekasihku.

Aku lihat kamu kekasihku, tetapi aku lihat dia suamiku.

Hidup ini indah bersama kamu, tetapi hidup ini bahagia bersama dia.

Hidup ini bahagia bersama kamu, tetapi hidup ini sempurna bersama dia.

Hidup ini mungkin sempurna bersama kamu, tetapi hidup ini perlukan dia.

Ini keputusannya. Aku mahu dia.

Keropok lekor dan pencicah

2011-02-27T05:53:00.000-08:00

Keropok lekor terengganu akan sentiasa menjadi keropok lekor terbaik tempatan. Apatah lagi apabila dicicah dengan pencicahnya sendiri. Ummphhh! Tetapi, hanya apabila anda berada di Terengganu, atau buat tempahan dari kawan yang hendak pulang ke Terengganu atau anda pandai buat sendiri dari keropoknya sehinggalah ke pencicahnya. Yana....none of the above! hahaha.. Yana hanya tahu makan =P

Bukan hendak mengeluh, tetapi semua keropok lekor yang Yana makan di Selangor tidak dapat menandingi resepi 'hak cipta terpelihara' keropok terengganu. Sedih. Depressed! hahaha...

Dalam 30 gerai keropok lekor yang Yana dah terjah, satu je yang sedap tetapi tanpa pencicah yang diinginkan. Depressed sekali lagi. Hahaha..

Ada gerai yang punya pencicah yang sedap tetapi tanpa keropok yang benar-benar punya rasa asli keropok Terengganu.

Baiklah, kita mula kisah manusia pula. Mari mula dengan

"If you love someone, you have to embrace both of his good and bad side"

Benar idiom itu.

Sekiranya kita punya hubungan dengan sesiapa saja, kita tidak punya pilihan tetapi cuba untuk menerima kelemahan yang ada pada seseorang itu. Contohnya sahabat. Sahabat yang kita ada sekarang mungkin membuatkan kita mengeluh, merungut dan memendam rasa. Jangan lupa, hanya Rasul kita sahaja yang maksum. Ingat kembali perkara-perkara positif dan baik yang membuatkan anda dan dia bersahabat.

Apatah lagi ummi dan ayah?.. Merekalah yang membesarkan kita. Mereka tahu kelemahan dan kekurangan kita tetapi mereka tetap sayang akan kita. Jangan pula kita leka dengan tidak menyayangi mereka seperti mereka menyayangi kita. Jangan lupa mereka di dalam doa. Jangan hanya ingat mahu didekatkan jodoh sahaja! =P

Hahaha....sebenarnya, Yana nasihati Yana sendiri! =P

Terfikir

2011-02-12T01:58:00.000-08:00

Ketika aku berjalan di sepanjang koridor, kelihatan banyak iklan mengenai perbincangan mengenai cinta terpampang di papan informasi. Gambar- gambar yang ditunjukkan juga berbentuk hati juga berwarna merah. Perasaan hairan melintas sejenak. Kemudian baru aku tersedar bahawa bulan ini merupakan bulan Februari dimana sebahagian manusia di bumi ini akan meraikan Hari Valentine. Hari dimana pasangan kekasih meraikan cinta mereka secara istimewa.

Bagi aku, cinta perlu diraikan setiap hari. Bukan pada hari tertentu. Si suami mengucup dahi si isteri sebelum melangkah keluar untuk bekerja juga menandakan cinta mereka dirai. Si kakak mencuba sedaya upaya untuk masak masakan yang enak dan berkhasiat untuk adik-adiknya juga menandakan cinta mereka dirai. Si sahabat cuba menjaga perasaan sahabatnya yang lain agar tidak terguris juga menandakan cinta mereka dirai. Mengapa perlunya hari yang istimewa untuk meraikan cinta?

Barangkali ada yang terlupa tentang bagaimana indahnya cinta. Tentang bagaimana cinta perlu dijaga, dibaja dan dirai..hari-hari.

Cinta bukan sahaja termaktub pada pasangan kekasih. Cinta itu terbentuk dan dapat dirasakan dalam mana-mana perhubungan. Ibu, Ayah, Adik, Kakak, Sahabat, Kucing.... Mereka semua merupakan cinta.

Bakal melangkah 21 tidak lama lagi. Sekiranya punya kesempatan, Ibu akan hebah seantero dunia bahawa aku akan menikah dua tahun lagi. Lucu. Ibuku selalu optimis tentang tahun pernikahan aku, sedangkan aku masih tidak matang memikirkan tentang jodoh. Seandainya aku akan menikahi jodoh ku dua tahun lagi, aku redha. Doa ibu selalu termakbul. Doa ibulah yang terbaik untukku. Aku redha dengan segala ketentuaNya.

Aku perlu sukses di dalam pelajaran. Aku perlu belajar berjalan di atas kaki sendiri sebelum aku mengajar anak-anakku berjalan. Aku tidak mahu menjadi ibu ketam. Aku mahu menjadi ibu yang terbaik, malah lebih baik dari ibuku sendiri.

Aku perlu balajar untuk hidup. Aku perlu tahu mana pahit, mana manisnya kehidupan sebelum hidupku ku kongsi selamanya bersama si suami.

Aku mahu dan perlu berpengetahuan luas. Bijak membezakan realiti dan fantasi. Sentiasa befikiran kreatif dan kritis. Suatu hari nanti, akan ada si kecil yang akan menjadikan aku idolanya (InsyaAllah) Lantas, aku mahu menjadi contoh yang terbaik.

Suasana sepi tidak tidak sesepi yang disangka apabila minda ku bingit dengan pelbagai persooalan. Mulut yang terkatup rapat tidak menandakan apa yang tersirat di hati. Aku gemar berada di dalam air. Aku bisa terbang di dalam air. Aku tidak akan dapat mendengar apa-apa kecuali degupan jantung ku sendiri. Aku tidak akan dapat melihat apa-apa kecuali biru. Tatkala terapung, juga kulihat biru. Tenang. Allahuakbar. Sungguh menakjubkan ciptaan tuhan.

Wahai masa depan yang tidak terjangka perjalananya, bimbinglah aku menjadi lebih baik. Jangan tersenyum melihat aku menderita kerana aku akan gagah menentang. Biar hidup ini menjadi percaturan yang berguna.

A week of holidaying!

2011-02-04T21:34:00.000-08:00

Shopping, baking, cooking, housekeeping, televisioning and sleeping!

Hahaha..see..im fully booked even when i am holidaying. Didn't open any academic books, only recipe books are being revised all day long =P

Chocolate cupcakes with Ganache

Apple pie

Pineapple pie tart

Cupcakes, pie and tart as shown above was baked during the holiday. The above apple pie was my first attempt on pie. It turned out pretty good. The filling tasted like McDonald's. But, the crust was lacking on salt cause instead of using butter, i use vege shortening due to my laziness to go for butter shopping. Nevertheles, ayah likes it. He is an apple pie lover. So, when he gave the two thumbs up sign...it means..my 1st attempt apple pie was awesome! Alhamdulillah.

Pineapple pie tart happened when ummi wanted pineapple tart with the apple pie crust. A big NO..NO..for me coz they didn't have the chemistry of producing the buttery salty sweet pineapple tart taste. So, next time, im gonna stick on my old way of baking pineapple tart.

Last but not least, i baked the above cupcakes the night before i went back to UIA!. I add extra dark chocolate in the process of making the ganache. It turned out super awesome!. I love the bittersweet taste of it! The cake was ok. Need a bit of improvement on the taste coz the texture was good but the taste was a bit boring. Maybe i should add a lill of lemon/orange zest in it. BUT, the super awesome ganache back it all up! YEY!

wokey! that's all for now!..

The dark inside

2011-01-22T06:23:00.000-08:00

Sometimes things happened not because of your wrong turn or wrong decision. Sometimes things happened simply because it is meant to happen. God wills it to happen. Trust Him and have faith on Him. Never give up because you never know what lies ahead. You might feel weak on the inside but believe in yourself that you will be stronger.

Something happened today. It sparks back everything that I’ve tried to forget. Yep, time will ease away your pain. But, it is just a matter of time that the same pain will play a trick on you and say “Hye! Remember me?” As usual, I will have to sort this out by myself.

My tears are screaming to be let out. But, for no slightest reason I hold them back. I have to be the strongest. Cry won’t solve anything.

I’ve texted someone to share at least something. But I just couldn’t tell him a single thing. Maybe because I figure out that no one can truly understand what I’m going through. Or maybe I don’t want them to feel the same pain that I felt. Or simply maybe I never share anything with anyone.

Oh Gosh..stop being pathetic!.

I’ve train myself to let go of any unwanted things and act like it had never happened. Take whatever necessary, and then throw everything else with the wind. I’ve train myself well. Time will ease away the pain. I just have to stay strong. Act normal.

Deep inside, I need someone to hug me, kiss me on my cheek and say “Shhh..don’t cry. Everything will be just fine”...

Tutorial classes + New subjects + 2011

2010-12-29T18:14:00.000-08:00

Tutorial classes are indeed helpful! Hahaha.. The revelation only came when I am in my 2^nd year! Maybe it got stuck somewhere due to massive confusion of the true objective and mission of becoming a law student. It also took me the whole 1^st year to realize on the importance of prior revision on the topic that is going to be discussed in class. This year, I’m introduced to whole new subjects. Interesting yet challenges everything that has been implemented in the neuron system of the brain. Criminal law, Islamic Criminal law, Constitutional law, Family law and Compulsory Moots… subjects to be nailed with flying colors by the end of the 2^nd year.

I’ve been booked by books and music instrument since before the semester starts! I’ve insufficient time to spend it all for myself yet. Shopping is now at the very bottom of the ‘to do’ list. =_= I don’t have the appetite to choose willingly or spontaneously on what to eat cause there will always something bothering my whole system of mind which affected the “live to eat” part of the mind. I’ve been occupied by many other things that made the art of choosing “which menu to eat” to be neglected. Whenever I went back home, there is always family functions to attend. Gosh. I’m exhausted.

Not going back this week. Have lots of incomplete task to be settled by the end of this week. +_+ No! The face should be like this.. ^_^ huhu….

Nampaknye I’m going to celebrate New Year’s Eve all by myself in the tiny little comfy room. Hahaha…Think of it, I shouldn’t be celebrating New Year cause it indicates I’m going to be a year older!..No. No. A year wiser. Yep. That’s better. Not that I’m in the state of denial but I’m trying to implement the art of being an optimist person here..hahaha =P

Woke doke!

New post on 'New post'

2010-12-28T22:54:00.000-08:00

Baru je hari Isnin lepas ade Annual Grand Meeting 2009/2010 utk Kelab Gamelan. Yana kene jadi pengacara majlis. Tapi yana rasa yana tak perform mengikut standard piawai yg telah ditetapkan. Banyak sangat cacat serta cela yang tidak dpt dielakkan (Mungkin dpt dielakkan sekiranya ada rehearsal). Tidak mengapa..Tidak mengapa..kesilapan diperlukan untuk memantapkan lagi bakat yang ada. InsyaAllah klau disuruh lagi next time, yana akan buat yang lebih baik. InsyaAllah.

Selain daripada itu, Yana juga diundi sebagai naib president. Hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu betap janggalnya Yana bile yana kene berdiri kat depan sebagai pengacara majlis dan juga sebagai naib pengerusi. Hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu betapa malunya yana malam tu apabila dinominatekan. Secara jujur, yana tidak mengharapkan apa-apa jawatan kerana ada beberapa calon lain yang yana rasa lagi layak utk jawantan yana sekarang. Yana harap, tiada yang akan cop yana sebagai seorang yg gila kuasa atau apa-apa yang sewaktu dengannya. Yana sedar dan yana memang tahu ada yang tidak suka dan ada juga yang membantah apabila nama yana diumumkan. Yana minta maaf kerana yana tidak mampu untuk memenangi hati semua pihak. Bagi yana, jawatan-jawatan rasmi yang baru pada malam itu hanyalah kerana tuntutan prosedur. Tiada diskriminasi. Tiada juga dominisasi oleh golongan tertentu. Pandangan,idea dan komitmen amat diperlukan dari semua ahli..bukan dari ahli-ahli yang punya jawatan sahaja. Simpan kemas di minda mengenai prinsip kekeluargaan apabila berhadapan dengan situasi begini. ...

^_^

Facebook: Deactivated

2010-12-09T04:01:00.000-08:00

It has been..more or less 2 weeks already.

No more new status to update, nor photos to tag, nor pictures to comment on, nor messages to reply, nor things that can cause malice and wound to the heart. You can call me paranoid cause I don’t feel safe in there. You can’t trust anyone these days cause they can use your information and pictures to do nasty things on you. I don’t wanna be the next victim for sure. Have to make sure my records are clean for future sake, InsyaAllah. Besides that, I tend to share everything easily in there, thus there is no privacy on what I did or what I’m gonna do!

I think, I am getting mature these days. Few months more to turn 21. I would love to be a matured and wiser person on the inside but definitely not on the outside!.

I wanna be a better daughter, student, friend and person. InsyaAllah. I wanna bake tastier cupcakes too! Not to mention everyday dishes, not my cup of the though. Haish. What to do..have to lor…one day im gonna be someone’s wife and mother. I have to cook for them! My mom’s gonna kill me again and again if dinner is Mamak’s mee goreng for the whole week +_+

Some said, how can people get to know me if it is not through facebook? My answer is, get to know me in person and not how you describe or judge me trough all the info that you can get from my wall. By the way..facebook is not the sole method of getting to know other people. You can call or sms or email me or even have a nice chat at Starbucks! I prefer eye to eye contact darling. Makes it easier to spot liars in action.

Aite! Got to go now!

Red velvet cupcakes with cream cheese frosting!

2010-11-21T22:33:00.000-08:00

Halluuuuu............

Yana baru je lepas buat cupcake dengan adik bongsu yana.

Pakai camera biasa je ambil gambar ni...hee..sowi..tak brape nak lawa

Plan awal nak buat dengan adik lagi sorang jugak..tapi dia demam plak.Takpe2. InsyaAllah Lemon cake nanti buat dengan dia ^_^

Resepi nak buat cupcake ni yana dpt dr www.foodnetwork.com. Senang juga la resepi dari situ. Pastu, korang bleh tgk comment dari org2 yang dah pernah cube resepi2 kat situ. Mula2, yana ada keraguan sedikit sama ada resepi Red Velvet cupcake ni betul ke tak? Tapi lepas yana scroll the whole page tu sampai bawah, kebanyakkan komentar bagi 5 bintang untuk resepi ni..Jadi, yana pn cubalah. First time buat aritu Alhamdulillah dah jadi cake dia tapi frosting dia tak berapa jadi sbb yana tak ayak dulu gula kastor. Gula kastor tu dah tercampur dengan gula kasar,.kalau yana ayak dulu, InsyaAllah jadi frostingnye . Dalam byk2 cupcake, cupcake ni yg ummi yana suka. Jadi, cuti sem ni....yana buatkan lagi utk ummi. Harap-harap kali ni punye lagi baik dari haritu punye.

Jadi..kat bawah ni resepinye. Tapi, sebelum korang pakai resepi yana, check dulu kat link ni http://www.foodnetwork.com/recipes/throwdown-with-bobby-flay/red-velvet-cupcakes-recipe/index.html sbb resepi dia yana dah tuka2 sikit ikut suka hati yana. Heee

4 ½ cawan tepung kek naik sendiri

1 1/4 sudu kecil garam

1 1/4 sudu kecil unsweetened cocoa powder

1 1/2 cawan minyak sayuran

2 ½ cawan gula

1 1/4 cawan buttermilk

[buttermilk boleh buat sendiri. 1 cawan susu bersamaan dengan 1 sudu besar cuka. Campurkan kedua-duanya]

3 biji telur

2 sudu besar pewarna merah [boleh kurangkan ikut suka]

1 1/4 sudu kecil cuka

1 1/4 sudu kecil vanilla

1/8 cawan air

Untuk cream cheese frosting

1 buku butter

2 buku cream cheese
1 sudu besar vanilla

2 cawan gula kastor (ayak dulu ye..)

Cara-cara buat cupcake:

Panaskan oven dulu ye...(180 degree celcius)

Buttermilk, minyak dan gula dipukul pakai mesin sampai adunan jadi sebati.

Kemudian masukkan telur satu persatu. Disusuli dengan pewarna, cuka, vanilla dan air.

Kemudian, masukkan bahan2 kering sedikit demi sedikit. Tapi jgn lama sangat.

Bila semua dah sebati, tuangkan dalam bekas dia, pastu masukkan dalam oven.

Cara-cara buat frosting:

Pukul butter dengan cream cheese sampai dia ringan dan gebu.

Kemudian masukkan gula kastor. Disusuli dengan vanilla.

*Bila cupcake dah masak, jgn terus letak frosting ye. Nanti frosting tu cair. Sejukkan dulu cupcake tu.

Selamat mencuba! ;P

Hasilnya selepas dibakar

Final result! Hasil selepas letak frosting.
p/s: yana taburkan dgn serbuk coklat sikit supaya tak nampak hambar.

Kamu mahu yang mana ye?

2010-11-07T23:06:00.001-08:00

Ada dua bunga di atas meja. Satu bunga hidup, manakala satu lagi bunga plastik.

Dua-dua cantik, tapi tidak sama cantik.

Bunga hidup tidak lama hayatnya. Cuma dua minggu barangkali. Selepas dua minggu, bunga hidup akan layu.

Bunga plastik sentiasa segar. Tak lapuk dek masa, tak usang dek zaman.

Walaupun bunga hidup sudah layu, ia akan kekal cantik. Gambaran kecantikkannya akan kekal selama mana hati dan ingatan tidak lupa padanya.

Bunga plastik akan tetap cantik. Tetapi kecantikkanya hanya sementara di mata dan akan layu di hati. Apabila sudah lapuk, bunga plastik lain akan menjadi pilihan.

Bunga hidup akan disemadikan. Badannya akan terurai lalu menjadi baja untuk kegunaan bunga hidup yang lain.

Bunga plastik mungkin akan disimpan atau terus dibuang. Tidak akan terurai juga tidak secantik dahulu. Mati begitu sahaja di dalam kegelapan.

Kita, manusia ada yang ‘hidup’ ada juga yang ‘plastik’

Dua-dua punya kecantikkan yang berbeza.

Hakikat yang pasti, dua-dua akan mati juga akhirnya. Mati untuk hidup semula di sana yang tiada definisi hidup atau mati.

She is what she meant to be

2010-11-07T23:03:00.000-08:00

She is a person that has to strive as hard as she could to get what she deserves.

Never will she look back, but sometimes unwanted memories invade and crimple her to the ground.

She focuses on the future. (Sometimes) too much till she loses her grips on the presence.

She loves imagination as she could fly wherever she wants.

Family is where her home is. She prays to be the first taken away while looking and holding them alive.

As she cries herself to sleep, she wonders if she had the chance to kiss her prince in shining amour.

As she cries herself to sleep, she wonders if the one that she hurts forgive her.

As she cries herself to sleep, she wonders what lay ahead.

Death is certain but she will never know when.

Love is certain and she knows for whom the love should lay upon.

Pengorbanan jangan dilupa

2010-08-29T16:56:00.000-07:00

Ahli keluarga yang lain sudah nyenyak dibuai mimpi. Namun aku masih berjaga. Mengapa? Sepatutnya, pada waktu begini, aku pasti sudah bersama-sama mereka di alam mimpi.

1957 Hati Melaya di TV 2 telah menjadi kafein bagiku untuk menghayati kisah suka duka tanah air tercinta. Benar, aku tidak dilahirkan disini. Tetapi, pena hitam yang mengarang sijil kelahiran aku tidak berkuasa untuk menentukan kepada siapa aku perlu setia.

Aku tidak pernah fokus pada subjek Sejarah tatkala aku masih bersekolah. Bagi aku, subjek itu membosankan. Setiap kali buku Sejarah dibelek, aku hanya tertarik pada gambar-gambar yang berwarna kerana bagiku, gambar-gambar tersebut dapat mengungkap seribu makna. Bukan pada perkataan yang memaksa ku menggambarkan sesuatu yang fakta. Mindaku menolak kerana fantasi sahaja yang dibenarkan bermaharajalela, bukan fakta yang rigid lagi mengelirukan.

Hidayah Tuhan barangkali kerana kini aku sedar. Aku sedar apa yang perlu aku hayati dalam sesebuah sejarah, bukan buku atau subjek. Aku juga sedar, sejarah mungkin akan berulang kembali. Apa guna punya sejarah jika pengajarannya tidak dikupas dan dihayati? Negara ini merdeka kerana kesefahaman bersama. Kesefahaman itu juga meletakkan bangsa majoriti sebagai bangsa yang punya perkongsian yang lebih besar berbanding bangsa lain. Insan-insan daripda bangsa majoriti ini juga yang telah berusaha mendaulatkan tanah air. Jadi, adil kiranya bangsa ini mempunyai perkongsiaan yang lebih besar.

Laungan kemerdekaan menyentuh hati dan perasaan. Air mata tidak gagal untuk berlinangan. Besar pengorbanan yang mereka lakukan. Bagaiman pula aku? apa yang aku ada untuk dikorbankan demi negara tercinta? Aku, sebagai generasi kini, hanya perlu mempertahan kemerdekaan . Mudah. Ya, sangat mudah pada teori. Hakikatnya Bukan mudah untuk menjiwai semangat pencinta dan pejuang terdahulu.

Imaginasiku melukis perpaduan. Fantasiku, membuai nyanyian harmoni. Realitiku, kita bersatu namun masih ada hipokrit juga egoistik.

Simpan kemas benci. Jangan buang dia kerana peti sejarah masih menerima iktibar untuk genarasi kemudian hari nanti.

^_^'

2010-08-21T00:15:00.000-07:00

Yea!...Sangat bahagia bila berada di rumah. Sangat suka bila dapat tido bawah ketiak ummi! heee..Best! Rasa sangat selamat. (haish..manjanye..dah 20 thn plak tu..mengalahkan budak 5 thn!) Alhamdulillah..Terima kasih Allah kerana menemukan ummi dan ayah sy..sy sgt bersyukur ^_^

MR. & MRS A'zmin

Hari ini..merupakan hari yang sangat letih. Pagi-pagi dah p shopping..pastu p pasar beli buah..Pengajaran yg yana dpt mase kat pasar tadi..kalau nak pilih nenas yg segar, tgk tangkai dia. Kalau tangkai dia masih segar, maknanye..baru 'petik' dari ladang la tu. Mcm mane nak tau kesegaran tangkai dia? Tgk sendiri..automatik akan tau sendiri (trust ur instinct n a pinch of logic). Macam2 buah kitorg beli harini..Buah belimbing madu, buah naga, buah nenas, buah betik dan pisang..KENAPA beli byk2? Sbb harini giliran famili yana hidang jaudah berbuka puasa kat surau. Dalam pukul 12 baru bertolak ke rumah.

Encik A'zmin dan Puan Rose Raziah dikandid

Bila dah sampai rumah..tolong2 kat dapur sket. Pastu yana kene masak dadih dua bungkus. Ummi plak masak bubur 'campak-campak' hahaha..sbb ummi campak jagung, keledek, mcm2 lagi lah ikut suka dia..Dadih dgn bubur ni utk buka puasa kat surau nanti. TU je??? tak masak nasi ke? Lauk? hahahaha...tny sendiri, jawab sendiri =p kitorg upah org lain yg masakkan. Sbb ummi dah tak sempat n tak larat nak masak byk2 walaupn berewang. Ait! Next task..bersihkan lantai dapur luar..Ha! Proses nak membersihkan lantai luar la yg mengambil semua tenaga yg ada.Takpe!..Gagahkan juga kudrat yang ada. Kesian plak ummi nak kene buat sorg2 bile yana balik hostel nanti. Ayah? tlg tengok je.... =P Amat molek sekiranya hakimi n Amirah dpt tlg skali..takde la trase penat. Tp takpelah..dugaan dr tuhan....

Kemudian..tlg ummi perah limau kasturi. Baaaanyak sgt. Sbb ummi nak buat air teh limau utk berbuka nanti. Pastu rasa syg nak buang kulit2 limau tu..Apelagi..buat shampo rambut lah! (lepas siap sume keje, terus mandi)..hehehe.. Best! Bau dia sgt menyegarkan. Bleh buat lagi next time.

Ape2pn..sy sgt gembira bila dpt luangkan masa bersama ummi dan ayah ^_^

1st chromatic class for semester 1 (2010/2011)

2010-08-19T17:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my first day 'Gamelaning' with the seniors. Most of them were there!
The atmosphere was different though..never felt this way before coz we were smiling, laughing and enjoy our every second together.
Eh....Is it me? Or everyone else felt the same? hahaha...
I hope we all felt the same happy feeling =)
But one of them looked gloomy or worried or annoyed? The fact that he looked gloomy or worried is still acceptable..but what if that was his annoyed look??? (Allah pls forgive the one that made him annoyed and pls make it easy for him to forgive and forget).

We learnt Mustika...Knew that song already coz that song is the main song for my first performance-using chromatic Bonang (wedding event - KAED Gallery - 8th of August 2010) and it is my favourite song among all other chromatic songs- for now..hahaha

Playing traditional Bonang

I have another Gamelan class today with cikgu. But, my soul and mind is already at home! Thinking of skipping that class. Argh! too lazy to even think about it!

Have to stop now..da da..^_^

Playing Saron Pekin

Perpustakaan UIAM

2010-08-18T06:01:00.000-07:00

Kebelakangan ni..macam rajin pergi library. Macam syok dgn library tu. Agaknye dah bosan belajar dalam bilik, katil pn dekat.. Jadi, pagi-pagi buta dah ade kat lib. Tenang je library tu dalam pukul 8-10 pagi.

Start pukul 10 "khemah baru nak pasang",

pukul 12 "customer dah start datang"

pukul 3 dah riuh "tawar menawar harga" hahaha..

Situasi ni dekat Law punye level la..tak tau plak level lain mcm mane =P

Tempat duduk paling best..cubicles kecil kat tepi dinding. Tempat tersorok. Jauh dari hiruk-piruk "pasar 24/7".

Rasa eksklusif study kat situ.

Rasa macam ada kat dunia kita sendiri. Nak tido pn senang. hahaha

Semangat study pn lain bile kat library. Rasa lagi tenang. Bahagia. Wah..bahagia..hahaha

Daripada gosip pasal"hot guys" kat UIA ni..baik kite buka citer pasal "hot issues" dalam cases yang madam nak tanya dalam kelas tutorial nanti =p Lagi-lagi bulan Ramadhan. Tak molek nak bergosip. Hahaha, citer pasal gosip ni..librarian pn kuat bergosip gak masa tgh susun-susun buku. Tersengih sorang-sorang dengar dorang berborak sesama sendiri =P

Thanks to sorang librarian ni..(tak ingat name dia). Dia conduct library class for Legal Method subject. Dia ajar mcm mane nak buat research dgn cara yang betul..Thank you so much! Informasi yang diberikan sgt berguna!

Mase tgh study..bile dah agak-agak mengantuk..jalan-jalan kejap kat area ramai orang. Intai sape yang ade..Kalau rajin, tegur member-member yang ade. Kalau malas, p toilet..betul-betulkan tudung ke..basuh muka ke..pastu sambung study.. Cakap pasal toilet.. Sangat puas hati "berbusiness" kat situ. Bersih. Kalau nak dibandingkan dgn AIKOL punye toilet (kadang-kadang bersih gak..). Sangat geli dgn toilet wanita kat masjid kat bahagian dalam (kene share selipar...pastu berbau sumtin yang tak dpt nak describe) yaiks!

Itulah alkisahnye "Library UIAM" ^_^

Stand by your dad

2010-07-29T15:54:00.000-07:00

Last 2 days, before i went for joging (or more like cuci mata around kayak's lake in UIA ) my dad called and asked me to read an article from a newspaper (Star). The first thing i thought of was, where in heaven can i get that particular newspaper in that particular hour of the day ??? Then i asked him what is it (the article) about? As usual, he's not going to tell so i have to find it myself. He knows that i will. Later on, thanks to Allah, cause with His will i manage to get the article (with the help of a librarian and one of my roommates-long story).

I am touched as soon as i set my eyes on the tittle (Stand by your dad) written by Xandria Ooi. I am touched even more as i read paragraph to paragraph. My tears start to fall (didn't want my roommates to hear me sobbing, so i cried quietly =P) . The article wrote about how would you think about your dad as you grow older. Is he still the great daddy ever as you think he is when you are 5? Here is the most interesting part from the article:

At age 5, daddy knows everything.

At age 10, daddy knows a lot.

At age 15, daddy knows nothing.

At age 25, daddy knows a lil bit.

At age 35, daddy knows a lot.

At age 45, i wish i could ask my dad.

"Ayah, being your eldest daughter, i can't imagine your excitement having me in this world. I can't imagine how you can't wait to recite iqamat on your newborn baby daughter. I can't imagine it cause one day i'm going to be the mother not the father of my own children (InsyaAllah). But, i really appreciate it. I thank to God everyday for having you as my dad. Although i made you worried, i made you pay my craps, i made you laughed at my stupid jokes and many other things that might hurt your feeling..You still love me the way i am.

You once said that i will always be your little baby girl..Ayah..i am proud to be your little baby girl. -Love you ayah

My dad with one of his cartoon face ^_^

Rights vs Obligations

2010-07-27T17:03:00.000-07:00

I read a book tittled ' On the Political System of Islamic State ' by El-Ewa. Didn't read the whole book yet, still in the first topic that talks about fundamental rights. As i read through, i stumbled upon a paragraph that focused on Western commentators. There are three of them, can't remember their name. They commented that Islamic law is all about obligations, what we are obliged to do. No rights are given. It is all about the DOs and DON'Ts. At the end the writer wrote that obligation has it's own way to tell you your rights and obligation has this 'binding effect' that not only tells you you rights but also binds everything to focus on one thing while you are doing you obligations (which is to believe the one and only God : Allah).

Later, i asked my Islamic Legal System 2 lecturer regarding this matter. He said, Islamic law uses it's own 'language' to tell the believers their rights. For an example: One of the Islamic law said, you are prohibited to kill others...in other words they are telling you that you have the right on you own life. Others can't simply kill you (except for few special situations when a soul has to be taken to deter others to not make the same mistakes).
Westerners see the concept of obligation by using 'rights' as the main word. But for Islam, 'obligations' are being used to express you rights.

2010-07-27T16:44:00.000-07:00

Always knew that you were the one.
But just didn't bother, don't even care.
Hurt your feeling sometimes.
No matter what i did, you forgive and forget.

Thanks to God cause He sent you.
To make my dreams come true (some of it)
To give me my favorite on my birthday
To make jokes (love it, and never fail to make me laugh)
To sing for me in front of others
To sing my favorite songs
To be the one who will be there when i cry

You are the one.

Didn't realize all the efforts,
Until you stop and do nothing.
Missing you darling.
If it is not too late to say that..
I love you.

It is okay if you want to ignore, like i did before.
It will always be my bad. My mistakes.
I deserve it.

You will always be the one (at least at this moment)
and i will always Love you.
Thank you

Perfection

2010-07-27T16:34:00.000-07:00

I am not perfect, yet, i am forced to. I tried so hard to impress you. To enlighten you. But you didn't notice! The only things that you will notice are the flaws. You will always there to criticize, to hate and to make me feel uncertain. Uncountable hints i gave to tell you that i am deeply hurt, but yet, you just ignore it. People stare, people talk and people laugh at me! Not you! I am force to be perfect. But i can't! I am not you! 'Flawless me' that is what you want. You are the one who should understand me better..Love me unconditionally. Care about me..physically and mentally. At the end, it doesn't matter anymore, i will be the one who will always love and care about you.

Sorrow

2010-06-02T00:32:00.001-07:00

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public
doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

Prophethood

2010-03-06T17:08:00.001-08:00

“Is prophethood still relevant in our time or not?” this is a question asked by my Islamic World View’s lecterur (Assoc. Prof. Abdul Aziz Berghout)-one of the best lecturer I ever had.

Whether it is still relevant is depends on our world view. If Islam is your world view (mine too) then prophethood is still relevant. There are arguments from different world views (as their perspective are different) regarding relevancy of prophethood in today’s world. Below are the arguments:

-We don’t need prophethood because REASON(thinking process) is sufficient and

-Human civilization is already able to produce solution to human problems.

-The teachings of religion are old and cannot cope with the modern life.

-The scientific method and discoveries are the driving force of human progress.

-The teachings of Syariah are hard and meant for other people and society. They cannot be implemented in our sophisticated society. Last but not least…

-You claim that your religion is not changing and fix.

So, as a Muslim and have Islam on how we view the world, how can we stand up and diplomatically argue on the arguments above? Explanation is needed to make them understand our world view. It is OK if they still don’t except it, because we should respect their own perspective. Islam doesn’t teaches us to use force as a means to make them understand us =) SO, prophethood is still relevant and the teachings of the prophet are still applicable to our life and situation because of the following reasons:

-REASON has limitations and cannot answer many important questions like the unseen questions. Islam acknowledges the importance and role of religion as well as reason. Islam provides a world view in which reason can be used and guided instead of using it without any guideline or limitation.

-Human civilization cannot develop and progress in balance without religion and ethics. Today civilization is having problems because of undermining the ethical and religious values.

-The teachings of prophethood are still important because Allah SWT knows the needs of people and society in all stages and provide science and technology and He knows the types of problems which humanity will face. Therefore, religion is very relevant.

-The teachings of Syariah are easy to understand and implement and they take into consideration the abilities and situations of people and they don’t impose on people what they can’t do.

-The religion of Islam can cope with the changes and situations of human life because it consists of some fix and unchangeable principles and areas of flexibility and ijtihad where we can use our reason to find solutions and respond to needs.

-The prophethood and prophet provides a role model in all aspects of life as a leader, a teacher, a father, a mujahid, a military leader, a murobbi and educator. The teaching of the Prophets are perfect in any standard.

-Prophethood is relevant because prophethood teaches all common human values that any society needs, such as trustworthiness, justice, tolerance, equality, freedom, brotherhood, unity, respect… For these reasons, prohethood is not only relevant but the only solution to imbalance in our life.

-Prophethood and prophet’s teachings never contradict any scientific fact or any principles of fitrah. Its’ teachings are always in agreement with the true facts and principles of life.

Counting

2010-02-11T22:45:00.000-08:00

Tinggal beberapa minggu je lagi fasa remaja akan ditinggalkan. No more 'teen' behind my age. Im not saying that im getting older..but..getting Wiser...he he he

hmmm...1st test dah selesai utk 1st sem di sini... 2nd test lagi 3 minggu. Then final. FUH. Good luck to myself then!

Questions pertaining to Charter of Justice

2010-01-29T17:28:00.000-08:00

Why is the first Charter of Justice being produced?

The First Charter of Justice established a Court of Judicatureto:

1) Exercise the jurisdiction of the superior courts in England and

2) Jurisdiction as an ecclesiastical (religious) court (so far as the several Religious, Manners and Customs of inhabitants…will admit).

Judiciary interpreted the Charter’s provisions as having introduced English law, as it stood in England on 25 March 1807, into Penang. The authority of English law can be seen in Kamoo v Basset and In the Goods of Abdullah. The Charter was also significant as the first statutory introduction of English law in the Malay Peninsula.

What is the effect of the first Charter of Justice?

The introduction of English law to Penang.

Introduce Court of Judicature.

Gave local inhabitants the free exercise of their religions, customs, usages and habits

What is the effect of the second Charter of Justice?

The introduction of English law to Melaka and Singapore (and Penang too).

Introduce new Court of Judicature.

Religions and customs of the local inhabitants were recognized as exceptions to the general application of English law, not by the Charter.

Choa Choon Neoh v Spottiswoode: In the Straits Settlements, so much of the law of England as was in existence when it was imported here which was of general policy and adapted to the local conditions is the law of the land. That law, when applied to the various races here, is subject to such modifications as are necessary to prevent it from operating unjustly and oppressively on them.

A Chinese, domiciled in Singapore, died leaving behind him a will in which he devised certain properties for the purpose of performing certain religious ceremonies known as “Sin Chew”. The issue before the court was whether the device was valid. The court held that despite the acceptance of its religious nature according to Chinese custom, for the purpose of the law in England (which applied to the “colony” of Singapore) the devise did not have“charitable” objects, and that being so the devise was void.

What is the effect of third Charter of Justice?

Repealed the second Charter of Justice to reorganize the Court of Judicature.

The court was split into 2 division: one for Penang and the other for Melaka and Singapore. After the Straits Settlement were transferred from the Indian Government to the Colonial Office in London in 1867, Ordinance V was passed in 1868 that abolished the court and replaced it with the Supreme Court of the Strait Settlement.

Straits Settlement (Melaka)

2010-01-29T17:25:00.002-08:00

The British occupied Melaka peaceably in 1795, but had to return it to the Dutch in 1818. During that brief occupation, the British (knowing it was only temporary) did not give serious attention to the reorganization of the administration in Melaka.

It was only after Melaka was retroceded to the British under the 1824 Aglo-Dutch Treaty that the British planned to establish a regular administration of law. In 1826, when Melaka became part of the Strait Settlements, the Second Charter of Justice granted in that year introduced English law into Melaka and abrogated the Dutch law previously existing.

Sahrip v Mitchell & Anor: Under the old Malay law or custom of Malacca, while the Ruler was the owner of the soil, every person has the right to clear and occupy forest and wasteland, subject to the payment of one-tenth of the proceeds of the land to the Ruler. This custom was recognized by the Portuguese and the Dutch, and when the law of England was introduced into the Settlement by the Charter of Justice, the law so introduced did not supersede this local custom.

The plaintiff had brought an action of trespass against the defendants. The defendants argued that the plaintiff had been lawfully ejected from the land because he had failed to take out a proper title to the land as required by law. Court held that, by applying the old Malay law or custom of Malacca, the plaintiff was the lawful owner of the land and that being so the eviction was therefore unlawful.

Straits Settlement (Singapore)

2010-01-29T17:25:00.001-08:00

Stanford Raffles (EIC agent) sailed to Singapore on 28 January 1819. Through a series of agreements with Temenggung Abdul Rahman (nominally controlled Singapore) and Sultan Hussain Mahomed Shah of Johor, Raffles succeeded the right for EIC to establish a ‘factory’ (trading agency).

Singapore is generally regarded as having been ceded to the EIC by the Sultan and the Temenggung under the Treaty of Friendship and Alliances 1824. The cession was effected in 1826 when the treaty was ratified by the British Parliament. But the same question asked concerning to Penang was raised: Was Singapore an uninhabited territory without government and laws and settled by British?

Raffles concluded that at the beginning of June 1823, an agreement with the Sultan and Temenggung was intended to lay down general rules in the interests of Singapore and to define the rights of all parties. That Memorandum (the agreement) provided that in all cases concerning religion, marriages, and inheritance, the ‘laws and customs of the Malays’, where not contrary to ‘reason, justice or humanitary’, would be respect. In all other cases, English law would be enforced ‘with due consideration to the usages and habits of the people’.

In the same year, just before his final departure from Singapore, Raffles appointed twelve magistrates who were to try minor civil and criminal cases under the general supervision of the Resident. Raffles also drew up a set of laws, based on English law, for the administration of justice. These were very general and left large powers of discretion to the magistrates. The Resident administered Malay and Chinese customary laws, but had no authority over Europeans. Legal chaos prevailed until the grant in 1826 of the second Charter of Justice by King George IV to the Strait Settlements.

Straits Settlement (Penang)

2010-01-29T17:24:00.001-08:00

Penang was the first territory in the Malay Peninsula acquired by the British. The lex loci was determined on whether Penang was a ceded or settled territory. According to a general principle of common law, if a newly acquired territory is terra nullius (not previously owned or occupied), discovered and settled by the British, English law (to certain extend) becomes the law of the territory on the date of settlement. If it was previously owned or occupied and acquired by the British through cession or conquest, the previous existing law continues to be in force until change by the British.

Penang was occupied by a marine force led by Captain Francis Light. The occupation was based on the agreement between the Sultan of Kedah and the English East India Company (EIC). Although the agreement in terms conferred only a right to occupation, subject to certain conditions, it is generally accepted that the agreement and a subsequent agreement of 1 May 1791 effected the cession of Penang from the Sultan of Kedah to the British.

Thus, Penang is generally considered a ceded territory. But, for the purpose of determining the lex loci, the judiciary regarded Penang as a settled territory. As in R v Willans and Fatimah v Logan.

R v Willans: When Penang became a British possession, there were no inhabitants to claim the right of being governed by any existing law and no tribunals to enforce such law. As such it is difficult to assert that the law of Kedah applies to the island of Penang after it was occupied by the English administrators. For the first 20 years since it was founded, there was no known body of law recognized as the laws of the place. The First Charter of Justice 1807 introduced the law of England into Penang. As for the Second Charter of Justice 1826, it introduced the law of England as it existed on that date not only to Malacca and Singapore, but also to Penang as well, in so far as the conditions and circumstances of the place and persons shall admit.

Fatimah v Logan: The propositions that previous to the Charter of 1807 Islamic law was in force in Penang and that the Charter made no alteration in the law cannot be accepted. In 1786 Penang was desert and uncultivated island, virtually inhabited and without any fixed institutions. Either on the settlement of the island, or if not then, by the Charter of 1807, the law of England was introduced into Penang and become the law of the land.

Francis Light reported that Penang was uninhabited when he landed and judicial opinion backed his view. Such belief conflicted with the contents of a note, dated 1795, found in an old register of survey. That note mentioned a fairly large Malay kampong, about 18 acres, on the south bank of the Penang River and that the land had been occupied for 90 years. Another small kampong further south was also mentioned. However, what law existed among the inhabitants was not known. The early records of Penang showed that no official body of law existed for the first twenty odd years of British occupation. Rather, legal chaos reign. The task of maintaining order was left to the Superintendent. He was assisted by a magistrate and second assistant. There was no separation of the judiciary from the executive.

Whatever the reality, the Privy Council decision in Ong Cheng Neo v Yeap Cheah Neo ended the long -standing controversy of whether Penang was ceded or settled.

Ong Cheng Neo v Yeap Cheah Neo: It is immaterial whether Penang was regarded as a ceded or settled territory because there was no trace of any laws having been established there before it was acquired by the East India Company. In either view the law of England must be taken to be the law of the land in so far as it is applicable by these circumstances.

When the First Charter of Justice was introduced by King George III, it established a Court of Judicature which was to exercise the jurisdiction of the superior courts in England and jurisdiction as an ecclesiastical (religious) court (so far as the several Religious, Manners and Customs of inhabitants…will admit). Judiciary interpreted the Charter’s provisions as having introduced English law, as it stood in England on 25 March 1807, into Penang. As in Kamoo v Basset and In the Goods of Abdullah.The Charter was also significant as the first statutory introduction of English law in the Malay Peninsula.

Kamoo v Basset: The Charter of Justice applies retrospectively to civil injuries which have been sustained and crimes which have been committed before the Charter came into force. The object of the Charter is to protect the native inhabitants from oppression an injustice.

In the Goods of Abdullah: The law of England introduced into the Straits Settlements by the Second Charter of Justice in 1826 had superseded the previous law. Any local inhabitants of the Settlements who which to leave their property by will in accordance with their personal laws must expressly indicate their intention that their will is to be construed by those personal laws. In the absence of such express declaration, English law shall apply.

Position of Islam and Malay Adat

2010-01-29T17:23:00.000-08:00

The Malay States had Malay adat law modified by principles of the Syariah before British intervention. Effort to ‘Islamize’ Malay adat was arrested when British came. R.J Wilkinson “There can be no doubt that Moslem law would have ended by becoming the law of Malaya had not British law stepped in to check it”.

Malay adat law applied to the Malays. The non-malays were governed by their personal laws or , if they were British subjects, English law. As in Ong Cheng Neo v Yap Kwan Seng and Shaik Abdul Latif & Ors. v Shaik Elias Bux. These laws continued to apply, subject to modifications made by specific legislation, until the formal reception of English law.

Ong Cheng Neo v Yap Kwan Seng: The question before the court was whether a device of two plantation to be reserved as a burial place for the deceased and his family and another devise of a house for the purposes of performing religious ceremonies (sow chong) were valid as gifts for charitable purposes. The Privy Council held, applying the law of England, that the said devices were void as being contrary to the English common law against creating perpetuities.

Shaik Abdul Latif & Ors. v Shaik Elias Bux: The question before the court concerned the validity of a will made by a Muslim who was domiciled, and who died, in Selangor in 1914, In his will, the testator had stated that his property should be divided equally between his adopted son, his two widows and an infant daughter. The court held that, applying Muslim law, the will must be held to be inoperative (broken) with respect to such part as has been bequeathed to the adopted son in excess of one-third of his estate.

Unfederated Malay States

2010-01-29T17:22:00.000-08:00

The UMS received English Law formally when the FMS enactment was extended to them by the Civil Law (Extension) Ordinance 1951. Although English law was not received formally in the FMS until 1937 and in UMS in 1951, it had been received long before those dates, informally and indirectly. As in Shaik Abdul Latif & Ors. v Shaik Elias Bux and Yong Joo Lin v Fung Poi Fong.

Shaik Abdul Latif & Ors. v Shaik Elias Bux: The validity of will of a Muslims domiciled in the Federated Malay States is governed by Islamic law. The only law applicable to the Malays in the Malay States before the arrival of the British administrators is Islamic law modified by local custom. Edmond J.C said…the advice of the British administrators should be followed…

Yong Joo Lin v Fung Poi Fong: Terrel Ag. C.J. said…Principles of English Law have for many years been accepted…Section 2(1) of the Civil Law Enactment…gave statutory reception…

English law was introduced informally and indirectly through the Residential Systems in 2 ways:

1) The enactment on the advice of British administrators, of a number of specific legislation modeled on India legislation, which in turn, was based on English law.

-Contract (Malay States) Ordinance 1950 (modeled on Indian Contract Act 1950)

-Penal Code (copied from Indian Penal Code 1860)

2) The decision of the courts established by the British administrators. When the judges unable to find local law to apply, they will depends on English law. The counsels and the Bench have to be reminded of the existence of local law.

Federated Malay States

2010-01-29T17:21:00.001-08:00

British intervention in the Malay States began in the 2^nd half of the 19^th century. The Malay Rulers concluded treaties with the British; in return for British protection against external attack, the former agreed to accept British Advisers whose advice had to be sought and acted upon on in all matters except those concerning Islam and Malay custom. Through the so called Residential System, the British imposed indirect rule over the Malay States. Perak, Selangor, Negeri 9 and Pahang formed the Federated Malay States in 1895.

Malay States were neither terra nullius and newly settled by the British nor ceded. They were British protected states whose rulers continued to reign-formally at least- although effective authority was exercised by British Advisers or Residents. The legal status of the Malay States and their Rulers was discussed in Duff Development Company v Government of Kelantan and Pahang Consolidated Company Ltd. v State of Pahang. It was established that the Malay States were independent and the Malay Rulers were sovereign although the former were ‘protected’ and the latter had divested themselves of some, if not most, attributes of sovereignty.

Duff Development Company b Government of Kelantan: Kelantan is a sovereign and is therefore entitled to immunity from execution of its property unless there has been a waiver. An arbitrator is not a court, and therefore by appearing before an arbitrator the State cannot be deemed to have submitted itself to the jurisdiction of the court.

Pahang Consolidated Company Ltd. v State of Pahang: Pahang is one of the sovereign Malay States and as such is immune from any suit or proceedings against it.

As the Malay States were not British territories, English law could not be imposed through the common law principle of reception. The only way is through voluntarily, i.e. through legislation enacted by the Malay Sates themselves. The omnibus introduction of English Law took place in the FMS only in 1937, through the Civil Law Enactment passed by the FMS Federal Council.

Section 2(1) of the Civil Law Enactment 1937 : …the common law of England and the rules of Equity…shall be enforced in the Federated Malay States..

British influence was greater in the FMS and in Johor (because of its location next to Singapore and modernization introduced by Sultan Abu Bakar, who ascended the throne in 1862)

Cinta lagi?

2009-12-20T05:27:00.000-08:00

Cinta itu selalu sahaja datang dan selalu juga pergi. Bukan semua. Hanya cinta dari Tuhan menjanjikan statik. Betapa agungnya cinta kamu kepada manusia, agung lagi cinta kamu kepada Tuhan. Itu yang seharusnya. Ujian yang datang merupakan penyedap rasa bagi iman. Bukan keterlaluan, bukan juga terlalu ringan...tetapi setimpal dan adil. Ujian itu hadir seperti hadirnya kemampuan kamu. Itu janjiNya.

Berkisar tentang kamu, bagaimana pula tentang aku?

Lemah sungguh hati aku. Apatah lagi persoalan tentang suci (hati). Jatuh sedikit ujian keatas ku, terduduk lansung aku di kedalaman air mata. Biar bahasa ku tidak seindah karyawan. Biar salah tatabasa yang tertera pada undang-undang. Sesungguhnya aku tidak peduli.

Cinta yang datang dan pergi itu sekali lagi hadir. Sekali lagi membawa harapan. Sekali lagi membawa gusar. Pohonku pada cinta Tuhan, agar cinta yang datang itu tidak pergi sekali lagi.

Pohonku pada tuhan lagi, agar cinta yang datang itu membawa keabadian.

A wounded heart goes online

2009-10-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

My heart has been broken with a never ending “again”. How long do I have to resent his intrusion? I think “forlorn” is the best word for me right now. I have to convince myself that his story has ended and I am happily moved on. But I am still as pathetic as ever CAN’T GET HIM OUT OF MY MIND! He came with a complete package UNTILL the BEWARE sign appear out of nowhere that cause quite a stir in my mind, mood and hormone that I am actually falling in a FORBIDDEN LOVE! What the H*@#!

If I have the chance and guts, this is the words that will change my entire life for eternity!

“Hey..I hate u so much! Only God knows how deep it is because only He knows how deep my love for you is! I want you to be my prince! My Hero! My Penadol! I want to be with you. I want to face the world with you by my side. I want to grow old with you. I want you to bring the roses on my birthday. It is you I wanna cook for. I want to spend my money for the finest chocolate for you on your special days. I want you to be my driver. I want you to be annoyed with me for some stupid things I’ve done. I want you to be the second special man (first is of course my father honey). I want you to be my everything. Keep it a secret if you don’t have the same feeling as I do cause My heart will wounded slightly deeper. Let it stitches itself again for some times. Let my mind occupied with something else so that I can forget how’s my feeling towards you. Let me face the reality on my own. Then, if you wanna laugh out loud nonstop with your disbelieving look…you may….as long as my ear phone is plugged in my ears and the volume is on the highest.”

Im committing suicide already by posting this post.

Dad's baby girl

2009-10-28T06:41:00.000-07:00

My dad always ask “Are you ashamed to have me as your father?”

I always wanted to say this, but it’s like saying “I am sorry” when the words keep buzzing in your mind and for no reasons it doesn’t come out from your mouth as you wanted. Dad, let this typed words be my mouth.

“No daughter will ever regret to have a great father like you. Yes, you are fat. Yes, you are irritating most of the time. Yet you are forever my Bruce Willis or Vin Diesel and forever angle in my heart. I am forever your little baby girl.”

Mom's baby girl

2009-10-28T06:22:00.000-07:00

My mom always mad at me. I hate her because of that. She is a perfectionist. Everything I did is lacking something that did not suit her requirement. Then one day I realize. Everything she mad off is everything that I need to survive in this world. The quality of perfection in her is why I love her so much. I hate her because there is too much love that she has given me in all possible ways. But what did I give In return? I have the best mom in the world. I need you to know that I love you even more when you mad at me for something because I am always your little baby girl.

bye-bye Nilai

2009-10-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

AT LAST!....bye-bye Nilai & hye-hye Gombak

This is so Good to be true!..there is NO WAY for me to longer my studies in Nilai. That place is SO NOT a 'heaven' for students like me! i had ENOUGH of sharing the same room with 19 others!

ARGHHH!

tapikan..cabaran+rintangan+dugaan confirm beranak-pinak. heee..takpe..belasah je! Dah name pun kehidupan. Takde sume tu..tak best r. Nak bahagia n senang-lenang memanjang kat hereafter nanti InsyaAllah. Itupun if tak tersangkut kat "bawah".

Alright babe!

p/s: Redha dulu, pastu baru bleh Enjoy!

Appréciez les vacances!

2009-10-04T04:48:00.000-07:00

Enjoy the holiday! - that's what it means..heee

I'm trying to enjoy my holiday with a calender full with NOTHING to do!...

That's sooo NOT good to be true honey...

I would love to go for window shopping and...shopping (if there is still $$ available),but there is NOBODY to accompany me!

My friends are not a stone throw away!...i wish i have a friend that..

whenever i call "hey!..jom jalan!"...he/she will reply..."JOM!"....

i DON'T want any planning! it will get me pening!..ARGH!

or maybe i can have some experiments with my cupcakes...cakes..muffins...icings...YUMMIE!

or maybe..buy the whole set of twilight...n read all of them one after another!

that's gonna be AWESOME!

Alrite babe!...in the mood for 'Facebooking'..

daaa

but.i have to choose either baking or reading..

GPL 2...done!

2009-09-26T09:26:00.000-07:00

yeah!..finally!....i've done with GPL!!!!!!!!!!!!

im happy dude...feel like smiling non stop. ehehehehe

BUT....

sorry guys...i only have the time to post on the intro of gen defence...n yeah..i know it is quarter of the 1/4 part to cover. im sooooo sorrrrryyy...anyway...this is the month of syawal..we should forgive each other...right? right?...confirm right! heh =p

wokeh....need to study for this coming friday n sunday...

which me luck! n happy raya to ya all!

GPL 2 notes!

2009-09-14T01:39:00.000-07:00

Aha!....GPL 2 notes for everyone!

But, this is based on my understanding from what I've studied on Criminal Law 6^th Edition by Catherine and Fances..If there is any mistakes on anything plzzzz let me know!...i will surely correct it ASAP! And if there is any crucial information that I missed, plzzzz let me know too.

Now, shall we begin with General defences.

From the course outline given, there are 8 general defenses that we have to study and understand and memorize what should be memorized. The 8 general defenses are Infancy, Unsoundness of mind, Automatism, Private defense, Duress, Necessity, Mistake and Intoxication.

Let us go through the introduction first k?

An accused person may prevent themselves from being found guilty, reduce his liability for the alleged offence or lower his sentence. How? He will plead not guilty by challenging the evidence on matters of fact. He may be admitted the offence, but he will argue that there are mitigating circumstances. Then, they may raise a substantive defense such as the 8 things I mention just now. There is effect on substantive defense which the accused may have committed the actus reus with mens rea, but there is a legal reason why he should not be liable. Don’t forget that we have Complete and Partial defenses & also General and Specific defenses.

Complete defense

Partial defense

-Defenses that may result to an acquittal (a.k.a discharge or release).

-Ex: self-defense

-Defenses that may result in conviction for a lesser offence.

-Ex: provocation on a charge of murder leads to a conviction of manslaughter.

General defense*

(this is what we are focusing now )

Specific defense

-Can be used for a range of different crimes.

-Linked to particular crimes and cannot be applied to other offences.

Now, let us look at BURDEN OF PROOF.

In criminal cases, the prosecution must prove beyond all reasonable doubt that the defendant committed the offence. On the other hand, the defendants have to prove they are innocent. How about defendants who claim they have a substantive defense? They still have to provide some proof of it. They cannot simply say that they are under duress and let the court believe it without anything to proof.

Now…notes for the 8 general defenses will be posted on another post.

^_^

Undefine vie

2009-09-12T09:58:00.000-07:00

There is nothing i can do to redo what have been done.

The sun will rise and set everyday, but the day will never be the same again.

What can i do, is to live the fullest. Do things beautifully and never regret it. Learn from what i should learn and be able to expand myself without losing the flexibility.

For once in my life...I realize, there is something in everything. Even if the thing is the smallest atomic cell in the universe,without it,there will be something missing in a thing.

Ever wonder why did the Creator created you?

There is always something to think about.

Every one knows!

2009-09-11T19:45:00.000-07:00

As i said, every single person in this world knows!.......

the question is...knows about???

HARI RAYA ofcourse!

haha...gotcha!

erm...not EVERY one knows about it actually...only minority did'nt know about it...

but STILL!...majority know HARI RAYA is coming!

OMG!...can't wait.

To DO list before Raya:

1) study for final

2) buy few make up stuff (still lack of lipstick,eyeshadows and make up base)

3) pray what ever i want...non stop...to God..before the end of Ramadhan